So......I'm back here again. back to this point of getting to know somebody, growing to trust somebody. yea u guessed it. There is a new guy. He went to church with me this morning and since today is sweetest day we're going out later on tonight once the sun sets and my sabbath is over. The funny thing is, he is all the things that iAm supposed to watch out for. Smooth talking, extremey gorgeous, (and he knows it), and to be quite honest, he's not what iUsually go for. He doesnt own a skateboard, he's not a trekkie like me, or a dork(also like me), he doesnt play an instrument, and couldnt tell you what a time signature was. He's not a high school scholar and he's not on the short list of exceptance to Yale, Harvard, or probably any where. But, iFeel like iCan be myself around him. he constantly keeps me laughing, and iFeel like iCan teach him something.....idk....iJust feel like he needs me. and iFeel like iNeed him too. iFeel like he could be the something new that will be different this time. somebody who wont let me down simply because he needs me. He's also the right amount of dangerous. Somebody iHave to tell to chill out every now and then.....iLike that. But iCant help but think about how iHave said this before. Somehow it feels like De`ja Vu`. but umm.....I'll keep a positive attitude...Love prevails right??
