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So once again i'm in alabama....i havent written in this thing but i need to more often. i'd almost forgotten how therapeutic it actually is. well it's spring break right now and i'm only here fir the weekend, Eve is with me and that is really cool. she is a really good friend. never judgemental, spiteful, or jealous like females tend to be. there is never any competition between the two of us and she's always here for me when i need her. Like now. i'm in alabama right now partly because it's alumni weekend for Oakwood and mostly because my grandma is really sick....like really sick. she doesnt have long left and i was supposed to see her before...you know.....the inevitable happens... It's very erie though because the last time i did something like this it was with my abuelito and he wasnt even as sick as she is. At least not seemingly.....well shortly after that visit he was gone.....and it's almost like a deja vu. idk.....there is so much going on in my life right now. it's like somebody pressed the fast forward button and didnt tell me. so now i'm still going normal speed while my life is zooming past me in unintelligible colors and blurs. it's april. i'm done in May and i graduate in June. but it's like i'm so behind. i'm supposed to use this break t catch up. turn in some missing assignments and stuff. because right now my grades dont tell you that lat semester i had almost all A's.
anywho i'm babbling.....i'm about to go to ihop.......so.....i guess i'll write later.