U Haul

So, I'm in the car right now. I'm on my way to pick up some of my guy friends to help me move. I'm leaving for Alabama on Friday. See the thing is that igot in a little bit of trouble and iHave to go to alabama with my dad and grandma. The "plan" is that I'm gonna stay, but I'm not. I'm coming back for school. the part that's really irkin me is this, iHave been cleaning out this stupid house since Sunday and it is now Wednesday. its bad enough that I'm moving, at least let me get this over with as quick as possible. but iGuess thats too much to ask. but here is my thought. iWas thinkin that iCould go to alabama and then arrive back to school a completely different person. u know, take this time to go underground and "better myself" like u know lock myself in a room with my guitar like for hours at a time and stuff. come back to the D like Jimmi Hendrix. lol i'm gonna get up everyday and run too. i might as well use the country scenery for something. iMean what else is living across the street from a cornfield good for? what iguess i'm basically saying is this: lets take this negative and make it a positive. instead of wanting to cry everyday how about iLook forward to the opportunity. iMean who knows this could be a blessing in disguise. If sciety as a whole looked at more things like that then we would be much better off as a whole. iThink if people took more time out to think about shit outside of themselves then we would get more accomplished and be better off. now dont get me wrong, there are days when iJust have this attitude like fuck the world but......well thats just not right.